When life fails you

Sometimes I wonder, why do I try so hard. What would I gain out of all these? What's the point of helping a person only to realise that life can be so ungrateful.

I'm tired and frustrated. Heck, the things I do won't even benefit myself.

Assignments are due soon and exams following soon after, yet I've lost all motivation to study. Failing seems like a good idea, it gives me a reason to remain in Australia longer. I'm so bloody tired. I've never failed anything in my whole life, and I'm so tempted to start now.

I need a drink. Booze. Lots of it. Now.