Satisfaction

come to think of it, this weekend isn't turning out as bad as i thought. in fact, i'm enjoying being alone pretty much. it gives me time to relax, read my books without anyone disrupting me. although i do tend to read through them too fast, i've almost finished my twilight saga. :(

i have to say, it's a pretty productive day for me. i've cleaned my room, washed the dishes, taken out the trash and unpack my boxes. and the best thing about today is, it's only ten to two! next on the agenda is to bath the kitties and do a little laundry. hm. i can see a nice warm bubble bath waiting for me at the end of the day.

i've already planned how i'll be spending tomorrow. it's time to hit Kmart for a little shopping spree. i'm still clueless on what to give dear Ray for christmas.

brr. the weather's freezing again. time to continue with my housework and hop into my bubble bath. (:

Swish goes the wheels

i'm tired, and all i want to do is crawl back in bed and sleep. but seems like something's been bugging me lately, causing me to wake up early every day. life is beginning to get tedious, and i'm definitely not enjoying this.

tonight, i'll be left alone at home with my two little boys. being in the suburb, the thought of it scares me a little. at least while i was in the city there were lights and noises all around. i just hope that it does not rain tonight, nor being too windy. it's going to be a long three days. :(

the rain's been coming rather often this week. i wake up to find gentle drizzles outside my window, and soothing cool breeze blowing through it. i miss the rain. i miss the gloomy skies of winter.

i'm torn between the wanting to go home, yet wanting to remain here for the upcoming february holidays. i don't feel as if i'd fit in back home, like the life i had there was just all a dream of yesterday. things change, i'll be the outsider not knowing anything.

only my baby Tiara is keeping me from entirely ditching the plane home. i miss that silly girl so much. one year is such a long time, i'm not even sure if she remembers me.

another day at class begins soon, and the house will be empty when i get home. i'm so not looking forward to the end of this day.

What a stupid lamb

i did it again. i went ahead and purchased the box set.

tsk. i'm hopeless at saying no.

Addiction

tempted, so tempted to purchase the full set of Twilight Saga. after all, $108 is still way cheaper than the price i'll be paying in Malaysia.

but still, i'm torn between that and the leather case for my Omnia. ugh. i hate decisions.

knowing me, i'll probably end up with the Twilight Saga Box Set. i am that hopelessly addicted to the story. romance plus vampires are probably my ecstasy.

heh. thanks a lot Eli.

someone, help? :(

Topsy turvy day

i hate days when everything just seems to go wrong. i'm bloody sick and tired with the lecturer telling me to do what i want, then saying that the result is not how HE wants it. if he wants us to follow his idea, then just give us a damn outline and be done with it. what's the point of wasting my friggin' time by saying 'be creative'?

bloody bloody bloody.

and i stayed up the whole damn night just to complete that brochure. which now i know will not get me the distinction i wanted. :(

ugh. headache. i'm starting to feel sick, and that's never a good sign.

can't wait for the Christmas holidays to begin. i need a holiday real bad. i just need to get away from RL for some time to save what little sanity i have left. yes, life is rather hard on me right now. and i hate that. :(

on a brighter note, i'm tempted to cut my hair. not too short, but past the shoulders. it's been a while since i've last had a new hair cut. the downside though, is i'm not whether to trust my life, in this case, my hair to my boyfriend. ugh. but i want a hair cut so bad.

other than that, i managed to get my outlook working with my gmail. furthermore, i managed to get my own customised email address! yay, finally my very own email. :D

and that is how May wastes her time on random and pointless things.